January 2018

Blog Post

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Latte steaming scents

of wicked adrenaline,

and false peace.

Words dripping from my finger tips,

exciting my senses.

My inner winds juxtaposed

by the worlds crumbling.

Life rising between your floorboards,

providing breath to this deathly cage.

Noises circling my inner world,

the city lights lighting my eyes,

just one in a crowd.

— Lydia’s on Ludlow ( 1. 4. 2018)

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Billowing fog, covering your feet

trees rising up, springing life in

every single twitch of toes.

Streams of twinkle tears

pour down each crinkle

of your time.

Towering high, high above. Up

in the skies. A tower of so much

more than your great hope.

Birds circle you. Calling

our your majesties. Mysteries

imbedded within your core.

My constant one, ever

increasing and always growing.

You’ll never leave me.

You are my North Star

and my House of Life.

You are my companion and

my saving grace.

I dare to climb. Pieces of you

collected and crumbled in my hands.

You lift me higher than my

inner clouds could ever go. you

show me the sunshine and

shadow. I am overshadowed,

never alone but wrapped up

in your collection

— My mountain top experience (1. 14. 2018)

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I am a trier.

I try really hard.

No matter what is

at hand, I try.

I try too much,

losing my innate

value and only

seeing worth based

on how good I’ve tried.

I try at everything,

nothing coming easily

and always trying.

I try by the clothes

I wear, trying to

communicate an

effortless ease.

I try by my eating,

only consuming

things that make me

try harder.

I try by my voice,

speaking words that

try to sway your eyes

to see the good try

I’ve given. I try really

hard to be the girl

you’ve always wanted.

I tried too hard and

I can’t keep up with

all my trys.  I’ve decided

I might try something

else instead.

-Tried (1. 18. 18)

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